:( seeing that pic and knowing that she was the one who gave that stuff to Kris really….. made me jealous. cried so much. i really really envy her.
I’m not sure if I’m exaggerating or anything, but it really hurts so much when you realize that you can’t do anything besides watching videos on the internet to see someone you’re madly in love with. And you’ll never know when will you ever gonna meet him, maybe next year? next 5 years? But you still believe and hope that you’re gonna meet him someday, one day. And to see some fans whom are rich enough, and can just fly to oppar’s country and met oppar is just….unfair. Life is unfair. I really envy those lucky girls. Like really. I’d cry a river just to see them in real life, give them gifts, and stuffs and letters. How wonderful can that be? Just perfect.